craving

i crave for a family.
i always take it for granted until i don't have one. well, not one that i can go back to everynight anyway. the present of people, the noise from tv, the smell of cooking, the flight for bathroom, the sense of belonging and constant. and the support. having a family with you is already a form of support. i never notice how important it is.
i miss a warm bowl of soup when i come home from a long day, and someone to wake me up when i'm oversleeping, i even miss someone that nags me (in moderation).
32 days. i see light.