cerebral vascular accident

sorry it's been a while. i wasn't lazy but nothing much happened worth writing. the last week passed like a blur, probably because i lived like a zombie. so emotionally and physically drained. my body finally gave in and gave me this massive headache. i could feel my pulses on my forehead, back of my neck and my eyelids. my eyes are painful, i was suspecting glaucoma. worst of all i had double vision (luckily only for a few seconds). thought i was going to have a stroke (more correctly cerebral vascular accident). i dunno why i thought of a stroke, i guess the tv has been repeatedly telling people to watch for signs pre-stroke. i realize it was probably tension headache and the pain contributed to the blurry vision (maybe i have increase IOP?). why do i get tension headache? i guess my left brain (the logical part) and my right brain (the care-free part) had a fight. Right brain, obviously, really wants time to pass quicker so i can be back in hk sooner; left brain, being the logical center, tells me i shouldn't wish time to pass because heaps of matters are not resolved yet in hk. like dave still need to find a place to stay and so far the bargaining are not looking good. we keep increasing our budget from 7k to 8k to 9k. and that's as much as we'd go. but any kind of decent place wants 10k; damn, 1k makes all the difference in the world. things will be so much smoother if i work too. i really can't wait to get into the working force and start building our life together. right now, i want to make a wish, and time suddenly passed and it's next thursday and everything is done and settled and i just need to fly back. sigh, growing up is PAINFUL!