clinical seminar

i'm trying my best to not look at the written speech. i think i'm good at public speaking, but i'm a bit worried when it's in the large lecture thearter with up to 150 people and random clinician and lecturers. at home i can recite more than 90% of my speech, but if panic attack strikes, i may only retain 60% of what i intend to say and my funny accent will totally surface. i have to do this right, it's 15% of my professional practice mark, and i score with pp (the only subject i think i can get H2A). cannot mess up. my macbook is waiting (new os out before june, yeah!)